Cutting Ties

A few years ago I wrote about a guy in my life who I was in love with for a long time. While he has remained in my life I am no longer in love with him.  My problem has been trying to get rid of him; even though he hurts me I am afraid to hurt him because I know what he has been through in his life.  I look at what he has experienced and see how it hurts him and know that I am stronger than he will ever be. My compassion for him keeps me from cutting ties.

I NEED to cut ties. I NEED to move on. Here I am in the town he lives in and he knows I’m here and he “would LOVE to see me.” -- I have no desire to see him.  I don’t need a 40 yr old man child in my life. I don’t need to feel guilty over causing him hurt after he has caused me SO much heartbreak. I’m done. I’m not answering. I’m not texting back. NO MORE.

I’m moving on, for me, for my well being, for the next one, for the one who wants me, for the one who is a real man.

New and Improved.

Things for me have been a whirlwind and a stand still since last May. Lately I have been displaying the best of what is inside of myself . My photography has been resting on the side burner just lukewarm waiting for a hot resurgence of inspiration.  I'm already shooting tons more but before I can get new work out for the viewing masses I need a re-vamp to my website.

It's not bad as is but I know it could be better, more engaging... All of my favorite work is on my site... so much is there I know that people don't have time to sift through it all.  So if you have some time and want to take a look, give me some feedback... I would appreciate it.  It's time for the best of me to shine and without the weeds getting in the way. Any ideas are welcome.

Lots of Love,
Kate Alexis

www.katealexis.com