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few years ago I wrote about a guy in my life who I was in love with for
a long time. While he has remained in my life I am no longer in love
with him. My problem has been trying to get rid of him; even though he
hurts me I am afraid to hurt him because I know what he has been through
in his life. I look at what he has experienced and see how it hurts
him and know that I am stronger than he will ever be. My compassion for
him keeps me from cutting ties.
I NEED to cut ties. I NEED to move on. Here I am in the town he lives in and he knows I’m here and he “would LOVE to see me.” -- I have no desire to see him. I don’t need a 40 yr old man child in my life. I don’t need to feel guilty over causing him hurt after he has caused me SO much heartbreak. I’m done. I’m not answering. I’m not texting back. NO MORE.
I’m moving on, for me, for my well being, for the next one, for the one who wants me, for the one who is a real man.
